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09 January 2009 @ 01:10 pm
omg, this is amazing. If I had a spare $40, I'd so buy this book.
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08 January 2009 @ 08:56 am
I know I don't post as much as I should, but oh well.

I had a dream last night that I was Ville Liimatainen. At some point someone asked me what my middle name was, and I couldn't answer because I don't know what his middle name is. It was very strange. I don't think I've ever not been me in a dream before. My dreams are weird.

So far 2009 has been exactly like 2008. Hope everyone else's is better.
feeling: confusedconfused
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I don't have much to say other than my birthday was fairly boring, Thanksgiving was pretty good, and I'm not very happy with my life right now.

Put your MP3 player on shuffle, and write down the first line of the first twenty songs. Post the poem that results. The first line of the twenty-first is the title. Got this from nerak_rose and I think it's one of my favorite memes.

Version 1, with my whole libraryCollapse )

Version 2, with just my current playlistCollapse )
listening to: Palmcut - Gonna Kick You Away | Powered by
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20 November 2008 @ 03:18 pm
Ye gods, my subconscious is fucking weird. I wish I could remember more of the details, but last night I had a dream that was entirely about werewolves (this isn't the first time I've had a werewolf dream, but last time Angel was there so I wasn't afraid XD). It was, believe it or not, fucking terrifying. It was like a classic horror movie where you never actually see the monster; we all just knew they were there. Now that I think about it, it was like I was a minor character in a horror movie- not involved directly, but still affected. I never found out how they were gotten rid of or whatever. It was very bizarre and very scary. It's been quite awhile since I woke up from a dream and was still afraid and I've been mildly unsettled all day because of it.
listening to: Private Line - He's A Whore | Powered by
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19 November 2008 @ 05:09 pm
Either I've grown out of being excited for birthdays, my depression has come back, or this month has just gone by way too fast, because I am actually dreading my birthday right now. It might have something to do with the fact that my mom (who is majorly, like, hormonal or something) has decreed that everyone is to pretend that it's not my birthday because she's mad at me.

I just wish so hard that I were someplace else right now.
feeling: gloomygloomy
listening to: Murray Gold - Rose's Theme | Powered by
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Uh, hi, LJ. Just wanted to say something. You fucking suck right now. One of the biggest communities (shoebox_project; don't click the links) on your site got hacked fully a week ago, and you haven't done anything. Not only have you not done anything, but the hacker is still in control of the community, and is posting more virus-filled links. Rave (dorkorific, who also had her account hacked) and Jaida (ladyjaida) have heard nothing from you, and that's unacceptable. One of the mods is a paying customer, and the other is supporting you through ads as a plus account holder. shoebox_project is watched by nearly 10,000 people. Let me repeat that. Ten thousand people. Respond to Abuse reports. Get Rave her account back. You never know what ten thousand people might do if you don't.
feeling: bitchybitchy
listening to: 植松伸夫 - Kefka | Powered by
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I know I read this the other day, but does anyone the word for using symbols to replace letters in curse words? Like so: "That #%&@ing..."

I know there's a word, and I just read it somewhere on LJ, and I've totally forgotten it.

By the way? Meet the Robinsons is BRILLIANT. A food fight just turned into a Japanese-style martial arts flick. And, oh, the frogs! And the semi-sentient bowler hat! It's only been on for, like, 45 minutes, but I'm in love.
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15 November 2008 @ 04:22 pm
So I don't update this thing nearly enough, but nothing ever really happens to me.

Last weekend I went to go see Role Models with a bunch of people. It was better than I expected it to be. We went to Coney Island and me and Camy got French toast and chocolate milk and it was good. Laura, Jen, and I went to Steph's and we hung out there for awhile. I always forget how much fun hanging out with Steph is.

Next Saturday is my twentieth birthday. Jackie and I are maybe going to go to a lesbian bar and hang out or something, and I'm excited, lol. She might be taking me to see Amanda Palmer at the Magic Bag in December, and omg, I haven't been to a show in so fucking long. I don't even know her music that well yet, but I like it, at least :)

I need a job. I hate applying to places online- they have those stupid personality tests and I don't think I pass them. And they take so long. I applied to work in the PetsHotel thing at PetSmart the other day and I haven't heard anything yet. Next on the list is Best Buy, Borders, Circuit City, and Barnes & Noble. Ugh, I would kill to work at any of those places. Employee discount at a bookstore? I'd probably spend my whole paycheck before I even get it! Mostly I'm just putting off the actual application process, but I'll get to it, I swear.

Uh... I actually kind of like Tokio Hotel? I d/led Schrei and Scream and I like them. I didn't think I would, but they're actually pretty good. My playlist right now is really weird. About thirty-seven different finnbands, Saybia, Tokio Hotel, the soundtrack to Final Fantasy VI, parts of the soundtrack to Inuyasha, Amanda Palmer, and the songs Pluto and Pluton by Clare & the Reasons. Serious music ADD going on here.

I suppose I should get started on applying to places. :/
feeling: boredbored
listening to: Amanda Palmer - Leeds United | Powered by
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07 November 2008 @ 09:39 am
Oh my god, I want all of these so hard. Especially E-Moe, E-Moesha, and all the little devils. They are so fricking adorable!

Also, this toy is pretty cool. You put in your username and it searches flickr and shows you pictures that have the names of the songs you're playing in them somewhere. I've only gotten one actual picture of a band so far, but some interesting ones come up when you play The 69 Eyes. The fact that it can come up with appropriate pictures from a song and artist name that are completely in Japanese (和田薫 - 半妖 犬夜叉), but Private Line - Upstairs Downstairs gets nothing is kind of annoying, though. Planet of the Sun gets me fossils. WTF? Whatever, it's still fun. :)

I'm a little pissed that prop 8 passed in CA. I actually tried to sign a petition to reopen it, but it was only open to Californians.

Two songs I'm looking really hard for right now are Scandinavian Music Group - Levoton Tuhkimo and Negative - Sinä & minä. The sole reason I have for believing they exist is tracklists at recordshopx, but I want them. Finnish bands I love + covers of Finnish bands I don't know all that well (yet) = waaaaant.

I'm applying to Petsmart today. My friend Camy works in the Petshotel at one in, idk, Warren or something, and I'm so jealous of that job. I desperately need a job, especially since I'm not going to school right now. I think I have about $14 to my name at the moment. Selling my eggs is starting to look a little tempting, but gainful employment is definitely the preferred option.
feeling: groggygroggy
listening to: Negative - In Memoriam (Immortal Peace) | Powered by
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05 November 2008 @ 08:38 am
I really don't want to do the big politics post, but I have to admit, I'm glad the election went the way it did. I don't, however, believe that Obama is America's great whiteblack hope. I think he's the lesser of two evils, but that's always the case. I don't like his healthcare plan, but, then again, I'm 100% in favor of socialised medicine. I don't know. The way it seems to me, we dodged a cannonball by jumping in the path of a bullet.

I won't say any more about it. Like I said, I'm staying away from the big political post.

Re-reading Narbonic with "director commentary" is eating all my time. I loved that strip the first time through, and it's been long enough that I don't remember everything that happened, and Shaenon's little notes are almost as entertaining as the comic. :)

My signed copy of Karma Killer came about a week ago, and I still haven't just sat down and listened to it. I denied myself the song "Gravity of Love" so I'd have something to look forward to and I haven't even listened to it yet! XD

Fox News just used the word 'maverick-y'. Dear god.

...Sorry for the ADD of this post- this is how I get when I haven't had enough sleep.
where i'm at: obama-nation
feeling: hungryhungry
listening to: Negative - My My/Hey Hey (Out of the Blue) | Powered by